God guides the humble in what is right and teaches
them his way. All the ways of the Lord are loving and
faithful for those who keep the demands of his covenant
Psalm 25:9-10

haha today i kana tua by 3 friend sian, 1) that thing cannot say la. 2) max very that *hong* say that he need some time to have lunch with (her) la so want amy and me to walk walk first you see *hong* or not hai...3) amy told me that mount zion at raffles got the CD i need so i walk to raffles city lor then halfway i ask her raffles city got that shop meh then she say that it is in raffles place wa sian right kana tua three time in a day.
ok today i wake up at 9 but stay in the bed till 10.30 lor tired mai but dont know la like nowaday my block people got a lot of money lor keep on doing renovation for their house so noisy how to sleep...what to do so I met Max and go to look for Rowena for lunch lor at Mac...
At noon, me and Max met joanne at city hall but we are late for 1 hour so wa her face was very the black lor took us some time to make her talk to us. wa tough time..... then refer to the 2) case on top, i was left alone to buy the CD then go to church alone lor poor thing right... life suck lor....
haha today we had a very good practice lor. all for us did our best lor and it was a sucessful performs lor... we try out at the stage with full dress, sound and lighting lor. power siah....haha Elim youth is the best...My dinner is good beef dry me fen wa is the first time i try not bad la.
yap other then the practice make me happy the only other thing that make me happy today is that my (ah me) spiritual mother sms me lor...she say that both my little dede is fine, pastor derek has kill a snake that is 45cm long in the house and she also ask me about my life nowaday lor. is so good to receive her sms lor so touch man...that sms can really brigthen up my day and lead me to a sweet night...
good night, time to sleep lor cos tomorrow is Elim youth biggest day. we are the beat.

Jesus said,"Since you have kept my command
to endure patiently, i will also keep you from the
hour of trial that is going to come upoon the whole
world to test those who live on the earth
Revelation 3:10

Today i wake up early cos tim say that he wanted to come to my house but at last he tua me never turn up lor. watchnight see him then he die...haha... In the Morning i manage to burn some of my CD lor and update my friendster la try to re-design my blogger but no software leh...wait for friend to pass me the CD lor sian...must do a chio chio one...haha...also take time to ICQ my friend la i though everything is ok by late night but...TBC>>
At noon i when to buy derek birthday present lor...First when to Bugis but design not nice so walk to bras parsar haha manage to find it is beautiful but wa still need to wait for half an hour to get his name on his present poor service so take the time to buy his birthday card lor what to do...thank god i make it to church by 5.30 for the practice...haha heng...
>>When i reach church then I know that my problem is still not settle lor!!! my friend is still angry or i can say still upset with me for what i say last night in ICQ...die die...dont want to talk to me, dont want to see me, see me then walk away... Finally manage to talk to her and settle all the thing with her la...thank god...(everthing is fine now???). i also dont know is it true or not...took me quite long (to settle the problem???) so i did not practice lor... must do my best tomorrow.
After the practice we went for a drink at the coffee shop opp the church...quiet a fun time with a my church friend, talking and laughing all the way (even my feeling is not that good at the time).
Later I sent jo, cas, amd and amos home lor then i walk back home quite a distance but i also take the time to think back what have i done or what should i do in my future lor. like they ask me, am i going to study in the future? like what i tell abigail i will work for one year then see hows is the market in singaopre see what the market want then i will go aboard to aust to study la. but if god open doors for me and my career is good then I will drop the ideal la and chiong all the way to hit my peak...in the past no matter how tough life is and how many problems i faces i will still work hard to overcome it by myself but now i will also seek for gods help first then work hard that is what I learn when i came bak form church camp and that is what I tell my friend today and that is me BENSON...
today write too long, going to stop here for those who took time to read this........................ Good night and God bless and Sweet dreams...

God has given us his very great and precious
promises, so that through them you
may participate in the divine nature
2 Peter 1:4

Today is a long day, most of the time I spend in church lor. once i wake up and change the second think i know is that i am on the way to church. i think this is the first time in this year i am early for 10.30 service. haha.. Today is speaker pastor Ming and point is wanted us to fish for the kingdom of god and be come a really fisherman for god. Wanted us to lead more people into the god's kingdom.
After the service, we all went for our chicken rice then rush back for our watch night skit practise. Today we get to used the main stages so at first is quite bad for the first time but as we sort out all the detail things get better lor... we manage to know where to stand what to do and how things work out togethere. Therefore we today had a fruitfull practise and achive alot of improvement. We also get most of the actor costume done la...
At the 5 P.M service i did not manage to listen cos all the way i was talking to Priscilla... yap we talk for the whole service lor like about our friend stuff and also some personal stuff haha... pastor know then i die haha...
Dinner was good but the way home was bad....when i am in the car... i am very quiet...nothing to say or is that i am too tired to say anything...what has cos me to change.. i also dont know lah... sian...when will this feeling going to end...only god know... or is it that i am too stupid even god told me yet i still did not realise it...Did i just hurt somebody in icq...some word that she dont like to see...god tell me what should i do can?????
wa thank god that the small matter during the ICQ is settled before min night. took me some time,some mms cum sms...even i am so tired cos not enough sleep but...can settle this matter is still good man... thank god la and also a goof friend of my MAX...thanks you are my man.

From everlasting to everlasting the Lord's love
is with those who hear him, and his
righteousness with their children's Children.
Psalm 103:17

Today is the first day i start my blogger. same old day i wake up at 10 thinking of going for a swim but my friend sun never come out =( too bad so i manage to spend the time i have to write a few testimonials for my friend in friendster. This is also something new that i try out in this month not bad at least i can know how many friend i have in my twenty years of life. In the noon time, i went to church to practice of the skit that will be show in watch night service. May be we practice too many time den people get too confident with their part therefore they tense to slack around so we have a small conflict but all the thing is settle liao. Ya at the EDGE party we the ELIM youth win most of the games, this show that we are very united cos ELIM youth is the best . \\ To me this DEC is a funny month not only for me but also a few of my friends most of them are all relationship problems.... what had happened Christmas should not be like that... to me i am very tired cos what i needed to do, what i can do and what i should do. All this i have done my best but still nothing happened leh ;...( \\