Jesus said," I no longer call you servants, because
a servant does not know his master's business.
Instead, I have called you friend, for everything that
I learned from my Father I have made known to you."
John 15:15

Feeling....Confused

Yap I never write my blog for this few days, you must be thinking I am slack right. Is not la I just dont feel like writing anything cos I am doing some of my personal stuff, maybe I think to much lor.

Yap when I was walk back home just now got a call from lixia telling me that is karen brithday tomorrow, she also say that mei yuan sms me but I didnt recieve. Hope that she wont get the feeling that I am too tao. So I gave her a call and explain to her, still dont know how she feel lor??? so confused!!!

Today help out with john wedding, even is tired but everything turn out to be fine. I did not attened the service after finish doing asher, but stay at the lobby talking with bro edwarde on the motorbike stuff and I get to learn alot of stuff for him. The food was good, later we attended the edge.

After edge, max and me were planning to see motor but the shop close therefore we went to shop for some sunday school kids present. Later go to turkish cafe to drink tea, in the cafe we met cj and roro talk for awhile then 4 of us went to bugis for dinner and met you xing. now our way to the busstop we met kelvin, haha suddenly all the church friend are in bugis.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Friday

last day at the bedok, rush out all the other 4 set of machine. yap make it on time lor. I finish most of the thing at 2, I told brother jackson that I got some personal stuff to do so I left at 3. Took mrt down to lavander and walk the whole jalan bersah to sim ling the make a turn and walk back to church from 3 I started to walk then reach church at 6.

I was looking for bike lor, maybe I too much la want a bike that I like and also want it to be cheap where to find right. Anyway I just walk and find bike lor, thank god that the whole afternoon from 3 till 6 was so dark like it going to rain but there was no even a singler drop of rain that hit me and weather was so cool that I can walk for the whole afternoon thank God for that. Managed to check out some price still need to look for more lor.

Went the youth meet after the bike seening. At first the number in the of youth attened is like a cell group lor but thank God at last all the people came and we also got 2 newcomer. I did not slack after the service cos need to do home fast to apply for my NUI course.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Thursday and Wensday

For this 2 day nothing much happen lor just went to work at bedok and after work go back home and slack la. At work, I learn some new stuff lor that are different from jurong east but after all is still thing that only need to use (gu luck) strength, no need brain. Woo but there got a hot china chick and a cool chick at my level where I work. Ahaha some motivation for me ot work lor. Another thing that I love there is the food is cheaper and the transport for me to bedok is cheaper too, I got a thinking that should I stay at bedok better or go back to jurong better. Hai just work la, still waiting for a perm job lei, yap brightbim still did not give me any relpy so I just treat that they dont want me sian, nevermind la by the way my fire safely manager course is coming so see after the course how then say lor. Now just work for bro jackson lor at least got 50 buck a day.

Yap got a news from my bro max that he is leaving to KL for the school of acts the same day which I start my course. At first thinking of going with him but at last I choose FSM course. Max bye, I will also miss you not as much as the who la haha. see you in 6 month time and haha by the time we are readly for church camp right.

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.

Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school. Cathlyn was one
of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish Carol was just one
of those plain and average girls.


Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.

Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric. For she was
already attractive enough. Carol on the other hand, showered
Eric which love and care.

Carol wasn't ugly at all. In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant But
she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes


So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn. For Carol was just one
ordinary and plain girl while Cathlyn was labelled as the cool and
attractive type.


Eric always insulted Carol, telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was
and how dumb she looked. Which obviously made Carol feel so
hurt and useless.


That's life!


Carol never gave up though. She wanted to prove something to Eric. She
wanted to prove that looks aren't everything. She studied hard, really
hard. She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her,
chased her.

But she never forgot Eric. Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's
locker. Always with the same words, 'I care for you, and I always
will'

Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time. Eric began to
realise how dumb he had been. His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn was
flirting with other guys. He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later. For she had found a wealthier guy.
Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb. He went to look for Carol, he
knelt on his knees, and said "Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to
be my girlfriend?"


Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise. She only uttered
these words, "You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face
another one".


Eric felt disappointed. He didn't understand a word that she said to
him.


But they became good friends. Did everything together. Eric began to
change into someone better. Because Carol showered him with the love
he never experienced before.


His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way. They just accepted
him for his looks. But Carol accepted him for himself. She changed
him.


Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday with the
same words. She never forgot.


One day, Carol didn't turn up in school. She didn't come for a week.
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.
Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.


But one day, he received a call from the General Hospital saying that
Carol was about to die. She had been suffering from cancer. But Carol
forbade them from telling him because she didn't want Eric to worry
about her.

But now that she was about to die, she wanted to see Eric for the last
time.

Eric rushed to the hospital. When he saw how weak Carol was. Tears
began rushing down his cheeks. He whispered, "Why didn't you tell me
earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"


She looked at him and smiled weakly at him, "When I said that I didn't
want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't
want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my
last days with you cheerfully."


Eric looked at her, "You can't leave me!" he said, "What will I be
without you?"


"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never
forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more
thing."

"Yes?"



"I love you"


And she died.


Eric screamed.


He still couldn't accept Carol's death.


He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month.

But Carol changed his life in a way. A way that no one could ever
explain. He regretted. But he knew that Carol would always be keeping
an eye on him from Heaven.


Sometimes, we just don't appreciate those people who really care for
us.Until they leave us, until we lose them. Then we regret.


Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts. It's
better to tell someone how much you love them. Rather than to
not tell them and lose them without telling them. You'll regret.

Love is when we fight till the very last minute just to show and tell
someone how much we love them.

A girl lost her favourite watch and she was very unhappy, she even fall
sick because of that. The priest came to visit
her while she was sick and asked her, "If one day you accidentally
dropped one hundred thousand dollars,
would you accidentally dropped another two hundred thousand dollars
again?"

The girl replied, "Of course not."

The priest said again, "If that is the case, why did you let yourself
lose two weeks of unhappiness after you have lost your watch? And
also went on to let yourself lose two weeks of health?"

The girl was suddenly enlightened and jumped out of bed. She said, "You
are right. I refuse to lose more than what I did.
From today onwards, I will earn back the money I need to buy myself
another watch."

Life is full of winning and losing and also full of challenges. It
doesn't matter if you lose, if you live for yourself, then that is truly
LIFE.

Some people refuse to accept the truth and to start again, thus they
end up losing more and more in life and end up nothing can be done to
bring back what they lost. If you are losing in your life now, don't
continue letting yourself lose more than what you did. Put a stop to that
situation and do not be afraid to start from scratch.

Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want; it is the
realization of how much you already have."

Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards."

Jesus said," So I say to you:
ask and it will be given to you;
seek and you will find;
knock and the door will be opened to you.
For everyone who ask receives;
he who seeks finds;
and to him who knocks,
the door will be opened."
Luke 11:9-10

Feeling....Sian

Today work place changes to bedok, I will be there till this friday cos now jurong east there dont have anymore works. Today work place the security is very tight and alot of rules to follow so sian.

After work, went to met james, ah yong and alson at parklane to play a few games, haha after work need to relex mah. Alson and ah yong also talk with us about pro-cash, how to save money and get more interest. Took a cab home after that.

Check internet, application for nus part-time coures but haha close liao sian maybe apply for full-time see can get in or not lor. Just now met lester and show him my popfolio cos he is going for interview tomorrow.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Monday

Opps is monday blue again and too slack so never wirte blog, haha nevermind la hor. Today We manage to finish all the work, the 50 set and there are another 100 set to do but only come on next monday. Therefore from tomorrow onward we will be working in bedok. wa need to wake up early sian cos start work at 8.30 to 5.30. Haha because we got nothing to do after lunch therefore we slack here and there till 5 den we all chao home early.

Wa, today went home directly after work never go out cos too sian. Whole night slack at home, surf net, check mail and chat with friend lor. Haha got time but I still dont want to write blog dont know why lei. Yap and also spent the night watch VCD the HK drama lor.

God is able to make all grace abound to you,
so that in all things at all time, having all that
you need, you will abound in every good work.
2 Corinthians 9:8

Feeling...Great

Yap is another sunday, today is my last sunday school lesson for this month. Wa our class is bless with alot of sweet today and all the kids is having a good time lor. Dexter is not here dont know what happened to him, but the class today is still so noise la ha. Cos the service ended late and all the thing I prepare for them, they finish liao lor so they keep on running around lor. Hai they begin to listen to me in my teaching but I still need to find way to stop them from running around when they got nothing to do. I dont want to scold them but they just dont listen to me lor.

After the 10.30 service, I did not join the youth for lunch cos I went to cemetery to see my grandma cos tomorrow is her anniversary. I just dont understand that why someone can go out shopping and cannot find sometime to go down to the cemetery once a year to look at our love one who are in heaven now. Is that something very diffcult to do? Even duo that grandparent is not that close to us but at lest they are the one that once love us too. Even now they are rest in peace, I think that we should still remember them and visit them, not only once in a year. Hai dont know what they are thinking la.

Happy la, today on the way home bought two set to hongkong tv drame VCD at a half price. They two show was shown in channel U before but at that time I in army cannot see haha so now cheap buy lor. HEE HEE.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

SAT

YO, no need to work so wake up at 11, then met raj to go and see motor lor. Wa shop for the whole day till around 3 plus, did not find any cheap bike lei. Sian God help me la, you know what I need lor.

After that I went to met the youth to play Bball, nice game so long never play and run, so after one games I nearly die lor. haha slack lor. Because I too tired to change before I play therefore in the end I got no underwear to change, so what I do is to wear my short and jeans without underwear. Wa got the feeling of celebrate christmas (only guy can understand that la, okie is too RA to explain).

After they edge, we celebrate sam birthday lor and had a little party with the leftover food for the wedding part in the noontime.

Halfway I chaio, to met james they all at S-club, hai just go there to show face lor if not they will kill me. haha. Then walk to me alex they all at parklane also show face and play a game with them. At last 11, I took bus home on the way perpare my sunday school lesson lor. haha. but i sleep at 3 hahahaha siao right.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

FRI

wa working day sian. hehe. For the whole day we manage to finish the 50 set but at the last min they say that there is something wrong with one of the part. After we check, is that they give us the wrong material, so we all rush to change about 30 set lor, still left 4 set undone la. Monday den do lor haha bo chub.

Went to church for youth and dinner with them. The same olds stuff la. Is like that it become a routine to me liao but I feel that is very nice lor. It might seem very simple to other cos is only come to service and later dinner with the rest. But for me I feel the warm just like a big family everyone care for each other. They might not show from their face or action that they do, but I believe that deep down in their heart we are still loving one and other like a family.

The eyes of the Lord range throughout
the earth to strengthen those whose
hearts are fully committed to him.
2 Chronicles 16:9

Take the quiz: "Which American City Are You?"

Cleveland
You are blue collar and Rock n Roll. You Work hard and party harder.

Feeling...Sinful

Today job was still the same lor. using all my strenght and might haha. Finish work at 6 zhun zhun cos today to many thing to do lor.

After work rush to met abigail, angila and emy. Yap we meet for dinner to celebrate angila birthday lor, At merchant, we had our buffer dinner. Wa we started at 7 finish and wrap up at 10. Woo feel so sinful cos tonight eat too much haha but bo chub la, eat first den say =)..

WA happy tomorrow is friday lor yeh, so tired tonight want to sleep early nite nite.

Jesus said,"whoever does the will of my father
in heaven is my brother and sister and mother."

Feeling...Siong

Today got 5 people working togethere haha all indian only me one chinese. The job today was the same, tried the black wire, wa so difficulte lei and me manage to finish the work by 5.30 today, haha we make it man. We need to finish the 50 cabinet by friday so tmr will be also a tired day for us.

Today had dinner with christine, yatman and ah tee. We went M.S for dinner ah tee pay for the long john silver then later we went pacific coffee to drink something and slack there till 10 plus, talk cock and slack there lor. This is the first time ah tee join us, maybe is the first time he will feel funny but we all manage to communicat well haha. Maybe we are all born talkative hehe.

Woo need to sleep lor. nite nite

"I will hael my people and will let them enjoy
abundant peace and security," says the Lord
Jeremiah 33:6

Feeling....Die Tired

Today my job was so siong, in the morning there were 5 people but after lunch the 2 malay guy left without tell us. Might be the job too siong for them so they cannot take it lor. Therefore the 3 of us work till like siao, pull the cable and screw them togethere sound easy but when you do it wa is like killing me lor. Kana cut here and there by the metal. I was thinking hai smelly smelly I am a diploma holder doing this kind of job only earn 50 per, I can do some sales and earn more then this. Just hope that God will arrange for me another perm job fast lor, what to do ( max always say this)...

After work, Raj came to pick me up and we went to bukit merah to see motor, looking around spoted one cost 2k. Still thinking should I buy it or not as for me now, that is not a small amount to pay lor. Hai what to do pray lor, see what God want to bless me haha greedy right. After that we both had dinner togethere and later I go church to listen to O beng kee message.

Tell us to come church worship God with a sincere heart and dont be a blur blur christian. He say that a lot of people come church to make friend or people call then come and some come to sleep only. He wanted us to be serious with God.

Met max and jo for a drink, then sent her home and walk back lor. sian sian what I want hai.....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

So what about Monday......

Feeling....BLUE

Haha cause is monday la, first day of work but the whole night event is being planned lor.

Mon ~ Go library to return and renew book
Tus ~ Go see motor with Raj and go church
Wen ~ Met christine, yat man and sha sha for dinner
Thur ~ Met anglia, emy and abigail for dinner
Fri ~ go Church youth.

Haha well planned right.

Today work was more and more tried lor cos now is fixing up all the part to the cabint. The worst part is fixing the wire cable wa so hard to do, look and sound easy but you can try lor is siong siah. Not that easy lor, so all the kids better study hard, doing all that kind of job it not easy and pay is low hor.

After work went to library to return and renew book. Then stuck in my room for the whole night chat with friends till 12, after that finish my vcd then sleep lor....

The Lord will yet fill your mouth with
laughter and your lips with shouts of joy.
Job 8:21

Feeling...Happy

Nothing much to write today, wake up at 7, go to teach sunday school lor, after slack for 3 week today need to lead song wa... I am very happy lor the song lead was a good one manage to control all the kids, well they all also enjoy it. At my class today got only 8 kids haha they are now quite close to me heehee after bribe them will all the sweet sweet and M&M. They begin listen to me lor and 2 kid even hug me when they left. haha didnt know that a small small action can make people feel so happy for the whole day till now =)

After that attend 10.30 service, speakers were funny and nice lor. after that maken time at PS, go walk walk and buy emy birthday present then went back to church for 5 pm.

Wa too tired, so keep on fishing at during the service lor haha sorry God... Went to eat dinner with the youth den sent jo, cas and amos back after that same la walk home alone lor. going to watch vcd liao bye.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Now is saturday blog

Feeling...Cool

Today didnt do anything till 3 when for an interview at brigthbrim. Thinking of going for a run but stadium close for school sport day, wanted to go for a swim but cos got the interview so never go lor. Wa waited for nearly 2 hour for my turn to interview lor siao right. Go in for awhile, talk cock with the manager then when to the edge la, I reached the 15 min before jeremy closed his message, siao right nevermind. Celebrated Ben birthday haha the cake was nice then same la when to eat dinner at the same coffeeshop. After that sent the 3 back again lor, reach home want to write blog but at last slack in my bed watch tv till 2 then sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Now is Friday blog

Feeling...Very tried

Wake up for work at 7.15 woo is friday last day of work for the week, haha but very tired lor every morning wake up so early then sleep so late. At night also dont know do what just slack and dont want to sleep siao right.

At work, today target is to complete 50 panner at first I and another 3 guy were working on it but later they ask me to do other thing, so till lunch they only finish 17 plus yesterday 10 only 27, they are slow lor. After lunch, raja wanted to finish it fast so I built with him lor, woo we were fast lor but at last his brother want to bulit so I go and do other thing. When raja and me built one is like 5 to 10 min and according to the timing we can finish it in less then 2 hour but at last after 3 hour they only manage to built 47 wa kao. Hai I dont care la.

After work, woo go to church and slack lor, spending time at church with all my friend is fun. Even most of them is younger then me but I still can blen in well with them, thank GOD for all of them in my life, I really love all of you. NITE NITE....

Blessed is the man who fears the Lord. who finds great
delight in his commands. His children will be mighty in
the land; the generation of the upright will be blessed
Psalm 112:1-2

Feeling....Very Tired

Why tired, everyday wake up so early and sleep so late, haha ask for it right. Today do 1) still screw wire 2) wa new thing drill SCREW haha. Yap still dont know my pay is how much??? but today got a new guy join us, he drop out from poly now waiting to go army he was paid $40 a day only, thinking of what will I get, haha. but any amount is ok la.

I started to realise alot of thing, what you planned for youself might not turn out well lor.

Went to IT fair after work but nothing to buy, this year main sales are digital cam and all company are fighting to promote their product.

Today reach home at 9 thinking to sleep early but haha now is going to 1 wa!!! Just now chat will amy and sab, now with michelle. Hai I better sleep soon hor if not tomorrow will be blur blur.

It is God who make... you stand firm in christ,
He anointed us, set his seal of ownership on
us, and put his spirit in our hearts as a
deposit, guaranteering what is to come.

Feeling....Relax

Humm watch TV till 2 last night so today wake up that time blur blur lor haha thank God still can wake up man. Nothing special that happen in the mrt today but dont know why my that train got very few people therefore can sit all the way to jurong and on the way read bible lor. Hey I feel that some of you is laughting that I read bible right, dont play play I got read bible one lor.

Today my job is nothing much but screw lot and lot of wire in to the MCB sian screw till 5.45 then pack pack and left work place at 5.50.

Met max, collect cake and took a cab to uncle paul house for lite group and celebrate raj birthday. Stay there till 10.30 then go home, wa jam at church there so I took a walk to wampo there take 139, reach home at 11 plus lor.

Now is going to 1, sleep lor tomorrow still need to work. sweet dreams....

The Lord holds victory in store for the upright,
he is a shield to those whose walk is blameless,
for he guards the course of the just and
protects the way of his faithful ones.
Proverbs 2:7-8

Feeling...Fast

Hey nice and fast day man, I woke up go to work, haha today wake up at 7.15 but thank God still early. Today stomach pain shit a lot of time liao dont what happened??? SO what I do today 1) clip the label and tighten the wire 2) cut plastic 3) solder thing 4) screw metal. haha thay as me to work slower cos I do to fast then they cannot catch up with me. hee hee I am hardworking right.

After work, still see that the mrt was jam again. When to raj house first thinking that later met max but at last slack at raj house till too late, haha sorry max, at his house eat, drink, shit, talk, slack and kar po his DVD home lor.

Just finish Torque the moive now writing my blog later haha sleep la tomorrow still need to work lor nite nite.

The Lord will keep you from all harm- he will
watch over your life; the Lord will watch over your
coming and going both now and forevermore
Psalm 121:7-8

Feeling...Tired

Today is the first time dont know after how many month I finally woke up eariler than the sun. Cos is day to work and at juorng east. Left my house at 7, the mrt trip was like 50 min then a 15 min walk to the company.

Whole day doing 1) soldering 2) screw nut 3) connect cable to the circuit breaker 4) do labelling. wa that is what I do lor I think tomorrow will be still the same. Work is not tough but little tired my be sit and see too much at the small small thing.

Walk in the rain to Mrt station went going home, the mrt toward yishun to toa payoh is so jam that the whole train wont be able to move a yet I still see people trying to push themself in wa siao right than everyone just stand there wait for the train to move but the train didnt so I took the train that go toward city hall one lor. On the train saw a pregnant lady standing and all those seating down one just act blur wah what the hell are they blind stupid fool.

Met christ for dinner at centre than go back home lor...going to have some rest liao bye...

Trust inthe Lord with all your heart and lean not on
your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge
him, and he will make your paths straight.
Proverbs 3:5-6

Feeling...Surprise

Okie so today is sunday, but I did not sleep well last night therefore cannot wake up of the 8 or 10.30 service. Met the youth for lunch at lavander foodcourt at 2 after finish a fast lunch, we went to bordes to buy raj present. Hey we are giving him a birthday party on wednesday at uncle paul lite group.

After that we went back to church and wait for the five pm serivce. Before the service start, bro jackson ask me that if I am look for a jobs, cos he have one to offer so thank God I gladly accept the offer. (haha didnt even know how much he is paying, what is the working hour and how many day per week, just know that is a jurong and tmr 9 start work.) Woo at lest now I got something to do, I believe that God will give me the best thing.

Didnt attend the service, went to help max in the sunday school and after that we went opposite to have dinner, slack at church for a little while with max and raju then come home lor...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Now is saturday blog. All I do is to slack at home till 2 then met vincent at suntec at 3. But he put me aeroplane so I walk walk till 4 bought comices for the popular fair, after go to the edge.

Dinner at opp church.... After that when to met james, grace, alson, robin, papa and YY at parklane, slack there till 2 then alson sent me back.

Time to sleep too tired today, tomorrow is my first day of work so better be more attentive. Feel fun working with someone that I know in the church??? but this is the 2nd time so things will turn out be good, I trust the Lord. nite nite.

May God strengthen your hearts so that you will be
blameless and holy in the presence of our God and
Father when our Lord Jesus comnes with all his holy ones.
Thessalonians 3:13

Feeling...Sour

Wa I kana suan today by jo and mich, they sad that my blog like girl one. *Pue* their taste is suck lor but anyway I change my blog again so that they got nothing to say haha.

Today is not a busy day, hai for me which day is busy.... no jobs and no money sian the only thing that I have now is alot of free time. wake up so late then sent out some resume again and again, just like a ah gong waiting for the company to reply me double sian :(

Met jere at bugis at 4 and have my lunch, then walk to PS met jos, slack at PS for awhile and at 6.20 met hui min for dinner lor. Wa we had dinner at KFC, eat the big big shroom burger so big!!! that i nearly cannot finish is with one mouth lor.

Today youth service is nice, we have a bible test haha get 8/15 humph our group is the 2nd best( but count for the back) warren was the one who preach.

As usual we have our slacking time at the coffee shop opp church till 10 plus then after that I sent jo, cas and amos home. Too a slow walk back home and do my new blog haha. Is late now bye and sweet dreams to all.

"I will be a father to you, you will be my sons
and daughter," says the Lord Almightly.
2 Corinthians 6:18

Feeling...wa fast

Ok let me cut short today story, I wake up that 12 again take my lunch, sent resume then at 3 went to suntec career fair with james. Did not find jobs but look for school to study. Maybe taking SIC unversity of london bachelor of science (business).

After that go walk walk with him cos he need to buy thing lor. After that I went home bought dinner (big mac) and ong bak vcd. haha going to watch now buy.

I delight greatly in the Lord; my soul rejoices in my God.
For he has clothed me with garments of salvation and arrayed
me in a robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom adorns his
head like a priest, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.
Isaiah 61:10

Feeling...Peace

Woo wake up at 12.30 and is time for lunch again. Humm I think that for the past 3 month I had been sleeping for the whole morning wa when was the last time I had my breakfast in the weekdays? cannot really remember liao.

Back to my room after lunch and start my jobs war, attacking all the potential company with my resume but like none of the company kana hit lei. Haha dont want me is at their lost right; they are blind not to hire me. Humm maybe think too highly of myself but who cares cos I am the best hee hee.

Vincent call me for a game at 3 therefore after the jobs war slack for a while plus day dream a little bit, woo is time to go for my games. Today is james, vincent and me, win 1 lose 2 sian. bla bla bla.... after the games went to eat at bugis market the when to suntec for coffee till now lor.

Sian still cannot sign in to MSN wa what is the problem I am going to die liao if still cannot sign in, God what happen first no jobs now no MSN woo I am going crazy liao God!!!! Anyway good nite for those who sleep early and have fun for all those slacker like me that dont sleep till around 4 in the morning.

How great is the love of the Father has lavished
on us, that we should be called children of God!
1 John 3:1

Feeling...Quiet

Wo is blogging time, why must it be at night then I will write since I got the whole to do so. Hai I become a super slacker liao lor c",).hee hee. Let me think what did I do today...wa nothing big again haiiiiiii. so demoralise sian aie. I wake up at 1, eat lunch den seat on the chair sent my resume. dont know is it that my PC spolit, sent so many out also no reply maybe is that side spolit hor.

After that slack here for awhile slack there for awhile wa is 6 man still carry on slacking till around cannot take it anymore so change and go to interchange there walk walk but dinner. Saw the VCD I wanted but didnt buy want to wait till thursday go M.S. find POK KIM then buy, ya the show call ong bak. wo nice man the way he fight, woo violent sprit right heehee. At last bought 2 can of pringles (sour cream & onion) and my dinner home. wa spend like whole day at home make me feel more tired then working cos the time like stuck there and never move.

Just finish chating with my friend, talking about our friend A boy has not been replying to B girl for 2 week this poor girl is still waiting for her relpy. From start thinking that he is busy till now dont know what to do, this poor girl even thought that he is too tired cos work therefor when to his house wanted to see him but he is not in.

In a darkroom, lightup a matchstick hold onto it, the flame will brighten up the whole room; is so beautiful right. Even you know that the light will not last long; you will still want hold onto it cos you dont want to let the light to be gone. But do you know that, holding onto it till the end will hurt you. Sometime we must learn to let go, since it will be gone eventurally why keep on holding to it. In the end the one who suffer the most will be nobody but you. What can I say B girl is time to let go the matchstick cos the light is getting dim, do hurt yourself anymore I believe that there will be alot of people out there wanted to brighten up the darkroom for you. Providing the kind of light that will last forever untill the day he rested.

Is easy to ask people to give up thing but when it come to your turn can you do it? I found out that it is the hardest thing to do, but we must still try to take the first step if not we will be still stuck in the circle. Going on round and round; Ending up tired and sad. Sometime even you try to give your best the result might not be good cos... I also dont know, still thinking for an answer to this question if anyone out there had an answer please tell me.

真爱不是却带，是永远的纯在。

If you make the Most High your dwelling
-even the Lord, who is my refuge-
then no harm will befall you,
no disaster will come near your tent.
Psalm 91:9-10

Feeling...Sweet

Nothing much today, sent some resume to apply for job then went to claria place to sign some policy document. After that went to PS to buy moive ticket, later when to sim ling to collect jo hard-disc and at last walk back to PS to wait for abigail.

She was late therefore no time to eat dinner what to do, bought some food and drink then smuggle into the cinema. Why I feeling so sweet to night is because of the show that I watch tonight. After the show we went for dinner then sent her home and also later sent myself home too.

Something's Gotta Give.New York City music executive Harry Langer (Nicholson) is a man of some age and experience who generally dates younger women. His world is turned upside-down, however, when he has a heart attack while visiting the East Hampton beach home of the divorced playwright mother, Erica (Keaton), of his latest trophy girlfriend, Marin (Peet). With his girlfriend having gone back to the city, Harry is left in the care of Erica and his doctor (Reeves), but the two men soon find themselves competing with each other, as they both fall in love with Erica.

The ending is very nice and sweet. Something's Gotta Give, give what? To me what the show is trying say, once you found and be togethere with the one you love, inorder to maintain the relationship you need to give something and that is your new-self to her and your old-self away. In this show erica walk out for her circle in order to fall in love with harry and harry at last then knew that in order to find back erica he himslef also need to give up his old life style, that is the sweet thing about love it can really totally change a person. This show bring out the sweet, sour, bitter and hot about love. Even duo is only a story between a 63 years old man and a 56 years old lady but is still so nice, who say old people cannot find their love.

Wa is like 1 month from the last moive I saw. This show is worth the money I pay. If I will rate it, will be 6 out of 5 star. Dont believe go and watch it youself la.