I finish reading a book just now and that is what it say...

And Ah yong if your are reading my blog listen up you can do it man. You will never know the answer if you dont even dare to try.

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great day today cos is a day of doing nothing again. I dont know how long will this thing last but what can I do right, I am not the boss.

Just found out that I only learn 10 lesson (driving) and nov the 5th is my test date my God help me haha to pass it once and for all. I am good at it man haha but just that I dont check my speed and blindspot. Teacher say that I will fail because of speeding lor. some friend told me not to buy car but I really need it if I still work in this line lor, It is ex but no choice right unless I willing to ride in the rain forever.

Bought some new DVD again.

I can easliy count what I do.
1) WORK
2) GYM
3) CHURCH
4) WATCH DVD
5) OUT WITH FIREND

This is my life. less then 10 thing what kind of life is this.

When is the last moive I watch? yap spiderman 2 that was like how many freaking month ago.
When is the last time I swimming? may 04.
When is the last time I had night life? wa cannot remember liao to long ago.

Forget about all sad thing... Let say something happy.

Haha i cannot wait to go to church camp this year. It is the best time of the year lor, where I can just do now but listen to God word and have fun with all the youth so carefree.

I want to buy a car toyota vios okie it is a small car but that is what i can afford lor. If I dont buy that then I will hunt for a 2nd cheap cheap one but it still cost like 30K.

Tomorrow is gym time again man I am getting fatter and fatter lor need to burn more haha.

I am very uneasy today, feeling so stupid. I didnt even work of 1 hour today. I went to office and all I do is open my mail, seeing that there is no mail so make a few phone call then went off.

Met alson and yong for lunch, stuck at their office for awhile then ride to ang mo kio and had a few games with him.

After that went home, I reach home at 4, stay in my room till now all i do is call friend and watch TV. I feel suck cos even my friend call me to go out I dont want but what am i doing at home???? NOTHING!!!! I can go out and have fun but I stay at home meaningless doing nothing just wait for the hour to past.

I thing that I am sick? what do you think am I crazy or what.

As I get older I felt that I am also getting more lazy. I need to find a goal in my life that will push me on. I find it was so meaningless living everyday doing the same thing again and again.

Tomorrow will be better right? I know how to tell people what to do to get their life better but I cant do it for myself. sad right?

I love GOD

Feeling....nuts

haha nothing to do after dinner so took out all the old photo and see. I realised that I didnt took much photo since young time cos I dont like to take photograph. See from baby to now as a adult and from fat to fit and go back to fat again haha. It brought back alot of my memories the sweet old days, I should took more picture.

Tomorrow is back to work again, need to settle all the shit work for my manager. Tomorrow surely kana screw by the suradi again.

Today is sunday so when to church la, after the service I got a chance to talk to raja and found out that he is getting on with some business with his friend, wa that is good man at least he a also a boss now. See he is younger than me yet he is also doing much better then me. This make me feel like I also need to do something about my life. Cos if I just let my life passes everyday and not doing any changes or improvement about it I will regrate for the rest of my life. But it is easy to ask then to do hor, haha.

Feeling....GREAT

so long never update but there is nothing much to up date cos everyday doing the same thing lor.

okie Work is still so slack, now I change a new boss and that guy is useless therefore he make me so fedup that I dont feeling like working for him. He is an I>>>T lor dont even dare to sign anything and yet he is still my area manager. I can see that the furture of this company, is will be so dark with this kind of leadership, feel like shooting all the stuff to my MD during the tea time with him but what can I do I am only a small fly right hai dont care liao. Next time when he tell me to do something haha I will make him pay back. I hate him I miss tang, Tang is my boss who went oversea, eventhougth he like to talk alot and all his story repeat and repeat again but at least he can do thing, know alot of thing and teach me alot of thing lor. Now change to this one I dont know what he can do. Heard from my friend that he try to ask him something guess he told my friend dont ask him go and ask other poeple. dame it he is useless and no ball lor. I dont know what will happen to our SPF branch lor.

I thank God for his protection cos I am ridding on bike everday and I need a lot of protection. Everyday there will be some close encounter that God protect me and I am save. Like today a 12 feet lorry just do a sudden turn and nearly hit me thank god that i give my bike a hard brake and that driver saw me at last and I am save from being knocking down by him.

from tomorrow I will start to blog back