In Christ and through faith in him we may
approach God With freedom and confidence.
Ephesians 3:12

I ask myself did I really go and look for a job, the answer is no! I dont understand that what I am waiting for lor, seem that I am lose after coming out of army or is it that I am not ready to go to work? Something funny that I myself need to sort it out, pray to God that I can sort out what happen to me fast. Reading one of my primary school friend BLOG, I remember that he is the most clever kid in school and also get into a good sec school but through his blog I feel that he is quite down also dont know what happen to him.

Today I went to met a girl which I know her when doing a survay. She want me to go to her company that she work in saying that got jobs avaliable. When I reach there found out that it is a marketing company... I still stay there to listen to her collage explain to me how there system work, interesting cos I also learn something new. Have a easy talk with her manager, a well spoken lady and I told her that for the time being I am not ready to step into sale line cos I know what I am look for now and she also understand.

I know that in sale line I can earn alot of money in a short period of time if I really chong but after work in some many kind of sale line, I understand that in order to sell your product you cannot tell the truth...haha that real lor if you have being doing sales. Haha maybe I tired of lying to people so now I dont want to work in sale line lor...

After reject the offer I went to bugis cos since I came out I dont feel like going home so early but most of my friend working, so I alone walk walk lor. Looking for some new year clothes but dont have the feeling to buy leh...sometime I will do think according to my feeling lor...but most of the time I will plan out first before I do it.

I am the kind of person that like to walk mean really use my feet to walk from one place to another. Walking in the rain to city hall; look look here and there; whole body wet; then walk to HMV at city link; finally took MRT home to watch VCD...

Just recieve a sms from friend got job $8 per hour but haha I rejected it. Guess I am really lose now God help me can cos I dont what to do now, I got my plan but seem that it doesnt work out or I dont have the feeling to work things out. God tell me what am I doing now and what should I do, God give me a push let I wake up please......