The Lord is good, a refuge in ties of trouble.
He cares for those who trust in him.
Nahum 1:7

Feeling...okie okie

This is something funny

He said: "I don't know why you wear a bra; you've got nothing to put in it."

She said: "You wear pants don't you?"
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He said: "Shall we try swapping positions tonight?"

She said: "That's a good idea! You stand by the ironing board while I sit on the sofa and fart!"
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He said: "What have you been doing with all the grocery money I gave you?"

She said: "Turn sideways and look in the mirror!"
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Q. How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper?

A. We don't know; it has never happened.
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Q. Why is it difficult to find men who are sensitive, caring and good-looking?

A. They already have boyfriends.
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Q. What do you call a woman who knows where her husband is every night?

A. A widow.
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Q. Why are married women heavier than single women?

A. Single women come home, see what's in the fridge and go to bed.

Married women come home, see what's in bed and go to the fridge.
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Man says to God: "God, why did you make woman so beautiful?"

God says: "So you would love her."

The man says, "But, God, why did you make her so dumb?"

God says: "So she would love you."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~THE END

Woman can multi-task so CAN MAN! Was thinking can man do multi-task then answer is yes. I am now 1)sucking my candy cane 2) watching Robin Hood: Prince Of Thieves
3) writing my blog 4) listen to s.h.e song 5) chat on ICQ + MSN. See man also can haha

Haha last night chat with joanne and download song till about 4 am then sleep. Wake up at 8 hai still early cos later think of going to tim dad new church around 10 so go back to sleep for 1 more hour. But the 2nd time I wake up opps is was 12 heehee so when to Elim to meet my friend for lunch lor. Slack at church till around 1 plus then make up our mind to go where for lunch, is tekka mall foodcourt cos jo need to collect her ext hard-disc at sim ling

We went to collect the hard-disc first but reach there they say is sunday and cannot collect so we walk back to tekka for lunch lor. Lunch was good, dessert was blan jai by max. After lunch some went back to church first, jo, kenneth, jere and me when to pool fusion for a few game after that took cab back to church for 5 pm service.

I didnt attend 5 pm service cos help max to translate his lesson for the chinese kids. Woo free dinner by church, sian kana suan by michelle mother tonight humph, michelle prepare to suffer hu-hahaha hu-hahaha. After the food we went for a drink then go home. Sent jo and cas home then walk my walk back again.

Going to read other blog later watch show lor. bye

In Christ and through faith in him we may
approach God with freedom and confidence.
Ephesians 3:12

haha add some new photo at my album see see la.

Feeling...Tired

Wa I reach home very early lor like 6.30 in the morning then pang onto my bed and die... Receive Jere sms at 10.30 siao lor tired so bo chub him still process with my dream ZZzz but he keep on sms me, hai silent my handphone lor haha to me at that time is project S. Due to the vibration keep on going waaaaa lan lan inorder to get some rest I reply him, tell him to met me parklane at 2.30. After that thinking of go back to dreamland but errrrr vivian need some help with her IE6 so help here till wa 2 then quickly make my way to parklane.

Jere, nelson, nat and me want to play pool. We went to 3 place before we can play cos the first place they check IC, 2nd place too pack and at last settle down at selegi complex play till 5.

Back to church, today the preaching is about what is your potential. Something like dont under look ourself and what can we do for God.

Dinner at coffeshop opposite church, black pepper beef rice nice man and had our fellowship again la. Sent joanne and amos home then I walk my way back home lor (Jian Fei) haha.

After finish update my online photo album, finish today blog now is going to write friday blog haha.


Friday, February 28, 2004
Feeling...Fire

Started War with my parent again, dont know how long will it go on. Still remember the first time our war lasted for 1 year plus it was ended when my mother cry and beg me. Second war lasted for 1 year plus too and ended cos my grandpa die. Sian sometime they are really asking for it lor, I can be very good but when I am mad dont come near me... They know that I am a stubborn person and I will not give up till something big happened in the family. Dont ever try to trigger me... Dont know what is their problems. Last night I cannot even sleep untill 4 in the morning.

Didnt chat with anyone just reply their message and stop. Didnt even got the mood to appy for job, suck whole day just suck. Left home at 6, went to church, feeling getting better there, make fun on adele and tif photo . Today pastor fred preach but first he wanted us to find bible verse, siao la I never bring bible one lei.

After that abigail, desmond, max and me when to cici and raj house to celebrate cici birthday lor before that we when to geylang lor 29 to buy satay wa wait for 20 min so long sia. At their house play and had fun till 11.30 then des sent me to james house. Stay at his house till 6 in the morn than took a cab home....( refer to the top for sat )

This is how we know what love is;
Jesus Christ laid down his life for us.
1 John 3:16

Feeling....Miserable

Bad day, wake up at quarrel with my mum, I am so sian den she still talk a that kind of nossance to me make my fire burn. So I just dont care of her siao. Eat my lunch then (KU) inside my room, 1st check mail, 2nd find job, 3rd sent resume to company, 4th sent resume to agent, 5th learn my flash lesson 2 and 3. Wa they say 1 hour per lesson but dont know is it I very the stuipd took quite long for one lesson. So all this five thing took up my whole afternoon.

Took a bath then went to walk walk lor cos stay in the house whole day I will be siao soon. From city hall walk to funan, to city link, to suntec, to bugis, to sim ling then back to centre. Help friend to find her VCD and also bought present for my sunday school kids cos next month got two little girl birthday.

Die liao la $ running out then still no jobs going to eat wind lo. God you must help me.

I am sick sick sick. urgeeee go and play my PS2 la bye...

Stand frim. let nothing move you. Always give
yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you
know that your labour in the Lord is not in vain.
1 Corinthians 15:58


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with a unique sense of style. You are
intelligent; although prone to wonder in
thought which, prevents you from paying full
attention to most things, constantly active and
most likely like to sing. Constantly moving the
air is a force of nature. One moment you can be
a breeze the next a tornado.


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Feeling...trouble for my friend

I was woke up by my mom call, asking me what do I want for lunch and that was 11 plus. The lunch was good haha all meat, after having a good lunch is time to work so I seat on the lovely chair again and looking at the lovely box that shine. Ok today I managed to sent about 5 resume cos very sian sent so much also no reply like throwing stone into sea and sitting there waiting it to float up, hai.....

Call raj tell him that there is job for him but he dont want, then we plan on what to do on friday night. James call me saying that he was relased from the duty coming to my house and later go out together, wai I like his girlfriend *siao*.

Try to self-study my Flash programe, hee hee I now going to finish lesson two quite funny will continue tomorrow cos halfway james come. Had our talk cock session, some thing that we didnt do for a long long time and try to catch up with what each other doing.

Met Vincent to play billard, he was late for 2 hour we finish our dinner and 3 round of games then he come, wa like king sia. We play for a few more round then went to eat dao hua but too many people so go to drink kopie lor and slack there till 11 plus, see cai, talk cock and slack...

Wai dont know what happened to my blog open must wait very long and the site meter like lost lor sian I will try to fix it tomorrow la.

Time to pray for a road to walk....nite nite c",)

Rejoice and be glad, Because
great is your reward in heaven
Matthew 5:12

Feeling...Useless

The 2nd day possess my IC, things still the same; other then changing my 11B to pink IC in my wallet there are no much changes in my life. Wake up at 1 today, lunch is one mango ( very sweet ). Seating on my lovely chair again; look at the BOX trying to find jobs. So far no reply but I believe that God will help me. Keep on sending; keep on waiting. Read my email; reply my email. Write my blog; read other blog. The above thing that I do is like part of my life.

My life begin to change, I realise that... try to bluff myself that I am still the same but the feeling is different. like what esther ask why do we have to change? This is what I wrote for her - cos this world is changing everyday if you dont change then you will not be able to catch up with it. Being change is good or not, all depend on you... As for me, I am still trying to figureing it out.

Didnt do much thing today, at night try to warm up my PS2 play for awhile found out that my $40 PS2 is going to spoilt hai I think better sell it fast before it die. Someone came to see my house, cos dad going to sell and buy back at towner area or near church. Woo going to busy again, moving house is no a easy job lor especially only my dad and me move all the stuff in our house as for mom haha she only use mouth lor.

Chat with dede and susan for awhile, now is 12.35 going slack again and will be sleeping at 3...( what I need is to had a breakthrough in this kind of lifestyle )

Story of Denied Love

One fine day a couple whom are aged in thier 70's went to a lawyer's office. Apparently, they are there to file a divorce. Lawyer was very puzzled, after having chat with them, he got their story....

This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage, nothing ever seems to go right.They hang on coz of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all
these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce....

Lawyer was having a hard time tryin to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 years of marriage at the age of 70, he couldn't understand why the old couple would still wants a divorce...while they were signin the papers, the wife told the husband.."I really love u, but i really can't carry on anymore,i'm sorry.." its o.k, i understand.."said the husband.

Looking at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them,wife thought, why not, since they are still gonna be friends..

At the dining table, there was a silence of awkwardness. The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady..

"take this, its your favourite.."

Lookin at this, the lawyer thought maybe theres still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer..

" This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how i feel, don't u know that i hate drumsticks?"

Little did she know that, over the years, the husband have been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's favourite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drummsticks even though all he wants is the best for her.

That nite, both of them couldn't sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn...after hours, the old man couldn't take it anymore, he knows that he still loves her, and he can't carry on life without her, he wants her back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her "i love u"...

He picks up the phone, started dialing her number....ringing never stops..he never stop dialing....

On the other side,she was sad, she couldn't understand how come after all these years, he still doesn't understand her at all, she loves him alot, but she just can't take it anymore....phone's ringing, she refuses to answer, knowing that its him..."what's the point of talking now that its over...i have ask for it and now i wanna keep it this way, if not i will lose face.."she thought...still ringing...she has decided to pull out the cord...

Little did she remember, he has heart problems...

The next day, she received news that he had passed away...she rushed down to his
apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone...he had a
heart attack when he was still trying to get thru' her phone line....

As sad as she could be...she will have to clear his belongings...when she was lookin thru the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from the day they got married, beneficiary of course is her...together in that file,

There is this note...

"to my dearest wife, by the time u r reading this, i'm sure i'm no longer around, i bought this policy for u, though the amount is only $100k, i hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that i have made when we got married, i might not be around anymore, i want this amount of money to continue taking care of u, just like the way i will if i could have live longer..i want u to know i will always be around, by your side...i
love u"

Tears flowed like river......

When u love someone, let them know...
u never know what will happen the next min....

Learn to build a life together...
Learn to love each other...

For who they are; not what they are.

In the morning, O Lord, you hear my voice;
in the morning I lay requests before
you and wait in expectation.
Psalm 5:3

Feeling....Proud

Haha I wake up very early today like 8 O'clock cos is ORD day and also pink IC day. Yap I went back to camp to collect my IC heyheyhey. Met bengtuan, eat breakfast with my under-study and walk with bengtuan to blk 1 collect my IC. Had a chat with martina wa she is going to left army also cos she want to set up business...( thinking also since no job should I also think of some business to do???) after that I went to techman help my mom to buy CD la. No where to go so go home lor today dont know what happened to me (pang sai) for so many time stomach siao liao.

Rot at home, yap chat with max and grace today then I go to library to borrow some book to *play* at home lor. Went to comic shop but no new book to buy lei. Try to kill some time by playing with my PS 2 but amy was online so chat with her till now lor. Now is 10 later also dont know do what sian I think watch VCD again lor.

Nothing to write liao so see you tomorrow la.
I WANT TO WORK LIAO GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No one has ever seen God;but if we love one another,
God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.
1 John 4:12

Feeling....HEY HEY HEY

Ok is sunday, I am not teaching sunday school this week therefore haha no need to wake up at 7 lor can sleep till 9 but by the time I wake up is 10 so quicky rush to church.... hai miss the worship and breakfast again lor what to do is all my fault.humph.

I did try to listen to the message but after elisha come to sit with me thing change cos we began to talk... A lot of people say that her message is good I think so but I saw some people were kind of piss off with her racesit joke...(for me, no comment). Service ended quite early but we move off for lunch is at 1.30 guess what cos the same thing happened every sunday, talk and talk and their ass just never wanted to move lor.

We ended up at PS for lunch...KFC woo so long never eat, some ah gong say that there is chicken flu but we bo chub my moto( eat first; die later then we talk about it ok.). Our group is big so we need to spilt table, elisha, kelvin and me on 1 table. The three of us really wack the whole KFC, we eat a lot lor like 8pc chicken, 2 m kangtang, 2 m vegetable, 3 box of chess fries and 4 m coke. After the meal we need some exercise therefor we walk to singtel shop accompany joanne to apply broadband took quite long so after that back to church again.

I wasnt kine to attend the 5 pm service, so I help max and abigail in their sunday school. There were 2 little chinese girl who dont know english so I help max to translate the story, this is the first time so haha some mistake here and there lor but thank God they still can understand.

We had dinner at blk 3 after that when to play at the playground for awhile before we go home. Accompany joanne and cas to amos house collect windchain then sat down at her blk to help her think of some ideal for her project after that walk back home lor. Wanted to write blog but a last too tired so only write for sat...That's all FOLK.

May you be blessed by the Lord
the Maker of heaven and earth.
Psalm 115:15

Feeling....Childish

Ok I wake up quickly pack my bag, go to buy my big mac saw Gloria at mac so while waiting for my big mac we had a small talk get to know about her father condition and what is she busy with nowaday then took a bus to kallang swimming pool to met gi, kenneth, sam, and jer. It was 2 o'clock by the time I reach there.

We had a fun time in the pool, anyway with them around I only can swim like 20 laps lor. Most of the time we spent in the 1M pool to suntane, play WWE and monkey. Some any happy thing also happened lor cos we nearly got kicked out of the swimming pool because jer, gi and sam wear underwear inside their swimming trunk lor wa. At last every thing got settle thank god. We want to wack kenneth cos he kept on praying to God to take way the sun, haha but God listen to our prayer cos hehe we got more people pary for the sun to shine and shine.

After the swimming we bought some drink and walk back to church for the edge service lor. Jeremy is the one who preach and he also wrap up the final message with this serivce. We when to oppsite for dinner at 7 plus.

I when to met vincent at john little then walk to paradise center to met alson, grace, padi, robin, ah yong, meng hock, YY and her friend. Cos today is grace birthday lor. Slack at the place till 11 plus cos tomorrow need to attened church then I go home and sleep.

The END>>>>


Friday, February 20, 2004

Because Jesus himself suffered when
he was tempted, he is able to help
those who are being tempted.
Hebrews 2:18

Feeling...naugthy

Haha I told God last night that if is his will for me to do sales then let the next interview be a sales job, guess what, when I was doing nothing with the PC my HP sounded...."can you come for and interview this afternoon of the position sales executive." God if this is the door that you open for me then I will take it lor cos he always give me the best.

So Today i wake up at 11, eat noodle then stuck on the stupid chair of mine again for a few hours....then my phone ring ring ring. After that prepare for my interview lor took Mrt to bishan then bus to the industrial park for the interview ( the green book ) that is the company name. Waited for 1 hour then start the interview for 15 min.

When to bugis then sim ling bought 50 pic CDRW then walk to meet abigail for dinner, after that went church lor.

The preacher for tonight is Raju haha... to cut it short what he is trying to say is that- People must love God like the ways they love their love-ones. People can make time of their love ones even how busy they are but when it come to God they will try to if excuess to cover up that they are busy.

Today is tiffiny birthday so after the service we have a cake to eat. Even duo the cake is small but we full make use of it, not only for eating but also end up at people face and clothes...I had a fun time so were them lor haha...It was me who started it by putting some cream on tiff face then jere follow up by putting more cream end up continue in the girls toilet for more cream action and photo taking. Tiff try to fight back and causes my clothes to be very creamme therefore that provoke me haha she end up worst then me. This tell her that next time she need to take on someone her own size heehee. Adele try to be funny with me by adding cream on my face but haha see who got the last laugh, her clothes, face and body ends up with nothing but full of cream heeheehee. She try to fight back with water attack but herself end up with pepsi twist on her body. Funny and naughty night, yap I also score a goal in the night 4 by 4 soccer match but not counted humph.

Come home talk with friend till forget to blog, see the day show sat but I am writing for fri hai nevermind la. Yap they say that I look happy today really hehe dont know la. nite nite.

The blessing of the Lord brings wealth,
and he adds no trouble to it.
Proverbs 10:22

Feeling.......

To christian- God is the greatest and to me that is true; for me the second greatest is Time. Time is something that can heal and kill. We want to own it but we cant, cos it kept on moving. Sometime you wanted more of it but there is time where you just wanted to get rid of it. So what do you think of it...

Sleep and sleep... wake up at 2; will I wake up at 3 tomorrow? Achievement for the day- I cook my first packet of maggie mee in the month of feb or can I say is the first packet of this year... I try to sent my resume again after my meal but I started to had a chat with angelia, I try to help her with her blog. Therefor only sent like 5 resume for today.

Planning to go out but there is no where for me to go...stuck onto my chair till around 8, made up my mind, changes and go to library. Is also the frist time I go library in this year; so many first time for today...

Borrow 2 book photoshop and HTML. Why did I borrow those book haha I also not ideal, maybe I want to learn more of it. But what is the use of learning this...

On my way home I bought 2 big mac and that was my dinner.

So what time am I going to sleep tonight? This is a question that I ask myself everyday, tomorrow I need not work therefor I also dont know what to do, maybe sent my resume again and wait for reply. A lot of friend say that it will take like 2 week for them to reply so what to do just wait lor. God will open door for me, I believe that but before God open door what am I going to do for this period time. My course it in april hope it will come soon yap I also pray for a bike cos that place was too far to go. God listen to me hor last time I dont need but now need lor.

Been writing blog for few month, it is nice to share what am I doing with friend, share thing that cannot used mouth to say but only word can write. Maybe people use to forget thing easily so what they read now they will forget all the next day.

If your heart is wise, then my heart
will be glad;my inmost being will rejoice
when your lips speak what is right.
Proverbs 23:15-16

Feeling....Nothing much

Another day Just pass, when I wake up is again 12 in the noon. After having my lunch, I stuck to the chair again; doing the same old thing again and again. For this past few day I had been doing the same think just like a robort being programme... Sent out my resume one after one but still not reply; one came back said that I was not selected. ???How long will they reply me??? Surfing website after website to look for jobs that suite me, all I got back is sales job. God didnt I told you before I dont want to do sales anymore, God if is really that you want me to do sales then for the next job that reply me let it be a sales position then I will go for it. Cos there are 3 jobs that ask me to go and work is all doing sales, that is not I ask for and not what I want lor...

Now is 3 in the next day morning and guess what I had been sitting on this chair since I wake up... wa do you know how many hours I had been sitting on chair.

Yap today I had dinner with my parent; I also forget when is the last time I had dinner with them. Am I that busy, dont even had time to eat with them; or is just that I am trying to make myself busy to kill all the spare time that is given to me.

Times just passes bit by bit and I am just sitting down look at two square boxes that project image.

I did my frist own Blogskin, I dont like the skin that is done by other people so D.I.Y lor. Maybe to other is not that nice but this is my first master pics and I like it. Since I am so free guess for the next few day more changes will be done...Before I go share with you a story....

Why Love is Blind?

A long time ago, before the world was created, and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtues and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing what to do.

One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together and were more bored than ever.



Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: Let's play hide and seek! All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted: I want to count, I want to count!

And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the others agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started to count: One, two, three...

As Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding. Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the center of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking.

And Madness continued to count: ...seventy nine, eighty, eighty one...

By this time, all the vices and virtues were already hidden – except Love. For undecided as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.

Madness: ...ninety five, ninety six, ninety seven... Just when
Madness got to one hundred, Love jumped into a rose bush where he hid.

And Madness turned around and shouted: I'm coming, I'm coming!

As Madness turned around, Laziness was the first to be found, because Laziness had no energy to hide. then he spotted Tenderness in the horn of the moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake and Passion at the center of the earth. One by one, Madness found them all - except Love.

Madness was getting desperate, unable to find Love.

Envious of Love, Envy whispered to Madness: You only need to find Love, and Love is hiding in the rose bush.

Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the rose bush. Madness stabbed and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry made him stop. Love appeared from the rose bush, covering his face with his hands. Between his fingers ran two trickles of blood from his eyes.

Madness, so anxious to find Love, had stabbed out Love's eyes with a pitch fork.

“What have I done! What have I done!” Madness shouted. “I have left you blind! How can I repair it?”

And Love answered: You cannot repair my eyes. But if you want to do something for me, you can be my guide.

And so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.

There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving.

There are some love that don't go away.

But we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity.

Somebody who never lets go.

Somebody who cherishes you forever.

"You will call upon me and come and pary to me.
and I will listen to you. You will seek me and
find me when you seek me with all your heart,"
says the Lord.
Jeremiah 29:12-13

Feeling....Normal

There is nothing much different from the past few days. I wake up at 12, eat my lunch that mom bought home from work after that stuck onto the chair and wack my PC for the whole afternoon. I thank God that I got my PC and Cable, if not haha I will be super sian lor. All I did today is keep on sending my resume to company and agency la, sent and sent also dont know that will they reply...
Try to download new song but dont have lei, still not out yet.

Yap today a friend of mine kept on asking me funny funny question, dont know what happen to her, yap you need to go check up la and stop asking me that kind of question ok, I am sick of it la errrr... Maybe my words is strong, SORRY but lets forget about the thing...

Wanted to book driving at Ubi but need to wait very long so final I make up my mind and that is to take private instructor, slowly slowly learn lor I think that is what God wanted me to do lor.

Left my home at 4, met alson at grandlink to play billard. For the first game I am too confident at last lose wa kao, after that I bo chub cannot take thing to easy so haha I won the next 4 games.

Go to church attend the meeting, I still cannot get the message into my brain. Gusse what after the service max and joanne was laughing about something that is strange to me later then I found out that what they are laughing at is a joke said by the pastor...wa den I realise that my body is there but where is my sprite.

Sent joanne back then walk to centre to buy a big mac for dinner and walk back home....

LOVE MAKES DIFFERENCE

There was once a guy who was very much in love with his girl. This romantic
guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at
that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future doesn't seem
too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him
she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she
couldn't visualize any future for the both of them, so let's go their own
ways there and then...

Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of him. Finally with all these hard work and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company..."You never fail until you stop trying." One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination.Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his girl friend's parents. With heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it!

Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone...and he saw his paper cranes beside her... Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he would make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him...

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have." She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again... he can take some of those back with him...

"Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever." "Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person whom you thought meant nothing to you. The guy just wept ...

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them..."

Reputation is what people think you are...
Personality is what you seem to be....
Character is what you really are...

Jesus said, "whoever does the will of my father
in heaven is my brother and sister and mother."
Matthew 12:50

Feeling....NUMB

Today I slept for the whole morning, wake up at 12. Spent the whole afternoon re-write my resume, apply job online and also sent my resume to agency seeking for jobs opportunity. I dont believe this few thing taken up my whole noon, I finish it at 5 plus lor and sent out about 20 of my resume to different company. God please open doors for me ok, Amen!!!After that spent some time to chat with cindy lor, yap she also help me to find job.hehe thanks. Shu ai ask me some question that make me laugh, haha silly girl nothing is different la, dont think too much, remember to eat food and take care of your body.

6.30 left home to met michelle and raju for dinner, then attend renewal meeting. Today like the most only 100 people attended. The service is good but I just cannot take it in leh I understand what he is try to tell but do not have any special feeling... Part of the message is trying to tell us the God everytime tell us that we can do it but you mind will tell us that we cannot do it, then we will be stuck on whethere to do or not to do. I just pray that tomorrow I can receive something from the meeting lor.

After the service, Bro kelly, max, kenneth, raju and me when to eat again. Maybe today i only eat one meal at 7 with raju and michelle therefore still hungry...haha eat again lor.

Some sweet thing that I receive from friends.

Don't be too good I will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too Sweet, I might fall for you.
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

Bottom-line : A person who makes me love him/her is actually
a person who loves me more than I love him/her.

________________x________________________x_____________

If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for
some reasons he/she couldn't stay, don't cry too much...
Just be glad that your paths crossed and;
somehow he/she made you happy even for a while.

Bottom-line : Time will tell. If he/she's yours he/she
will surely come back.

________________x________________________x__________

Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you.
Don't drive it away from you because if you do, someday you'll think
again why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you.

Bottom-line : Treasure the one who loves you! It's not easy to find
a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere
heart.

________________x________________________x_____________

The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take.
If you think something will make you. happy, GO FOR IT.
Remember that we pass this way only once.

Bottom-line : Time doesn't wait. If you think you might have found
the right one, treasure the person, don't let that person get away.

Don't let fear hold You back. Give it a try else you might regret later...
"No one other than ourselves know what can truly make us happy."

________________x________________________x_____________

Two tear drops were floating down the river.
One teardrop said to the other,
"I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him.
Who are you?" ...
"I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..."

Bottom-line : Nobody will sympathize with a person who constantly
lets chances pass by without making any efforts to salvage them. We
normally don't realize how important our loved and close ones are
until they leave us, and then we start regretting, which results in
misery. Lost time is NEVER gained again

I delight greatly in the Lord; my soul rejoices in my God.
For he has clothed me with garments of salvation and arrayed
me in a robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom adorns his
head like a priest, and as a brideadorns herself with her jewels.
Isaiah 61:10

Feeling...Free

Free-not a slave; at liberty; having personal rights and social and political liberty; unrestricted, unimpeded, not confined; spontaneous; not charged for; disengaged, available, permitted; lavish, unreserved; not literal.

This what I get from the Oxford dictionary but with all the meaning above it never tell me that will I be happy when I am free... A pastor told a story, there is one place where blind man got the previlage to beg for money, two person is heal so they are setfree from being blind, one of them is happy cos he can live a new life; another is sad and he chose to live as a blind and beg for money. See both being set free but not all are happy.Therefore being free will you be happy or will you be sad?

I had not write for the past three day cos not time and tired so now I will complete 3 day blog once an for all.

Friday , February 13, 2004

Today is friday the 13th, people believe that it is bad luck to do thing on this day but I bo chub cos I got God with me. After I wake up pack my bag then go go go... When to cut my hair at QB quite nice, cut by a jap guy. Then when to kallang swimming pool, it was rainning when I first reach there but I trust God and pray for sun so that I can do some pang kang myself. After a while the sun come out, thank God for listen to my pray. Reach bugis at 4+ help max to buy thing then walk to funna help him to buy web cam for amy too exp so I walk to sim ling to buy. Then walk to little india to met abigail for dinner and go church.

At church, we had a small farewell party for derek and amy after the service. Amy, max, kelvin, raju, joanne and me stay till 11+, after that we sent joanne home then 4 of us went to have supper till 3. I reach home finish all my thing get to sleep at 4.30.

Sat, February 14, 2004
Happy Valentine Day, today need to sent amy off. Wake up at 7 wa just sleep for 2 hours. We took a cab to airport cos joanne is late. Stay around airport, talk, take photo, sent her to the gate, eat food and slack till 11+. We took MRT to suntect cos wen xing got some exhibition there, stay around there till 2 then I walk to bugis for an interview. After that go to attend the edge, I too tired and need to prepare sunday school thing so did not go dinner with the youth, took bus home and on the way buy to big mac for dinner. I sleep at 10+. What a Valentine day for me...

sun, February 15, 2004
Today sunday school is good, they never got time to run around cos I give them a lot of work to do haha, one thing that make me happy is that christebel now willing to take thing from me not need to ask the maid to take for her.hehe I think she is accepting me as her teacher now so happy.

After that had my roast pork rice again, attend 10.30 service and after that youxing, max, abigail and me when to suntect for lunch. After lunch abigail wanted to buy clothes for her friend birthday so we walk walk together till 4. Went back to church stay for awhile then me and max go to airport at 6.30 to set derek off lor.

Reach there at 7.30, talk, take photo, pray and see him walk to the gate. Most of the people leave after that and only left michelle, youxing, kennethe and me had dinner + slack + talk till 11 then we make our ways home.

That is all the thing that happened to me for the past three days... Will I be happy or can I be happy???

The Lord is my helper;
I will not be afraid.
What can man do to me?
Hebrews 13:6

Feeling....OKIE =P

Ok I receive a call to ask me to go for an interview on sat at 3 and I receive the call at 10. After that try to get back to sleep but cannot leh so that is the start of my slacking day again, doing the same old day again and again. Try to finish the VCD but still left about 5 CD.

Doing nothing till around 6 then went to bugis to met BROTHER max for dinner.haha... Wa we waited so long for the food to come lor after dinner it was like going to 9. Then we go to shop shop for gives la. yap I bought something, max try to look for something but cannot find lei. After max say go to B1 to find something to munch, so we bought sotong ball and bacon/chess ball to eat. Carry on walking to oppsite then we settle at KFC for popcon chicken an drink. Therefore the whole night we only spent sometime shop for gives cos most for our time was spenting on eating and talking. We talk about all kind of the thing that happen around ourself and think that what had cause the think to happen. Tried to solve but found out that it not what a man can do cos we believe that only God can help us...Thank God for all the friend around me...After all the talk we are tired and thirsty so went to 7-11 for drink then walk to talk bus home lor.

Thats my day...

I heve fought the good fight, I have finished the race,
I have kept the faith. Now there is in store for me the
crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous
Judge, will award to me on that day and not only me,
but also to all have longed for his appearing.
2 Timonthy 4:7-8

This is something a friend of mine sent to me,
hope you also like it.....

What's love?

When you are together with that special someone,
you pretend to ignore that person.
But when that special someone is not around,
you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed
to have called you long back,
to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from
that special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would
not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but
you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction.
At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page,
if someone appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.

....Today was a simple day nothing much to say, Since I wake up till 5 I have been laying on my bed watching VCD and also reply some friend ICQ or NSM message. Then when to shop for something till now lor.

Yap I also for the first time sent out resume to apply for job, cos is time to wake up benson, enough of sleeping there is something out there waiting for you to fight for. I apply for eight job see will God open which one, ya I also receive a call from a girl say that I was shortlisted to some funny funny seminal to help me to find job, still say normal cost US$40 but I was shortlist so free, anyway is next week la. God is time you open door for me cos I am ready and I know. Just like what I told everyone who ask me why am I still sleeping, I will wake up when the time has come and is coming...

" I will heal my people and will let them enjoy
abundant peace and security," sat the Lord.
Jeremiah 33:6

Feeling....Crazy

I manage to let myself to wake up at 1... haha i finally make it. Then I write my BLOG cos the KPO max say that why last night I didnt write...haha...dont be angry hor. I also sms with Ps wilson to get the time and place to met him before the dinner for some coffee. After finish all the thing, I continue watch my VCD la 40 CD leh.

At 5.15 I met ps wilson infront of tower rec, then go in to drink coffee and talk till 6 plus, when to walk walk for a while suddenly saw amy then we walk back to marche to met all the rest of the people lor. Got about 20 people met for the dinner, had a lot of fun, food and photo taking. Kenneth still the one who let us make fun of haha sorry lor dont be angry okie. Stay there for 2 and the 1/2 hours then some of the people went home, some went to the arcade to play la I was also one of them lor. Stay there of awhile then all go home.

I went to settle something lor...reach home at 12.45. So what am I going to do today??? God know...

Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them
around your neck, write them on the tablet
of your heart. Then you will win favor and
a good name in the sight of God and man.
Proverbs 3:3-4

Feeling....STUPID

This few days busy watching hongkong drames，get it from CJ. Met ro for lunch then go back home to watch vcd again. Watch till about 6 then met ro and amy for moive Gothika, a criminal psychologist (Berry) awakens to find herself a patient in the very same mental institution in which she works, with no memory of the murder of her husband (Dutton) that she's accused of committing. As she tries to regain her memory and convince her coworkers of her innocence, a vengeful spirit uses her as an earthly pawn. The story move on and how she manage to find the true story for killing her husband and how she get out from being accused as a murder.

After the show some misunderstand happen, I think the problem laies with me lor, so I left to met my sec sch friend of billard and reach home at 11, dont have the mood to write blog watch VCD again till 3.30 in the morning.

I love to write long long blog and very small detail also add in but sometime feeling moody so cut short lor.

The Lord is faithfel to all his promises
and loving toward all he has made.
Psalm 145:13

Today someone caught me with some questions.
1) What is love?
2) Why cant only be good friend?
3) What is so good to move another step further then being just good friend.

Wa I took some time to think of an answer to tackler all her question. I believe that all the question can be solve by one word and that is TRUST. Maybe she find it hard to trust people so that causes her to had so many ? with love. Wa I just tell her that she will found the one and when he come she will know and she will feel it lor. haha she say that what if the one after all is not the one how??? What can I say haha.

Today I am teaching sunday school, wa suddenly I found out that I had to take care of 18 kids today lor. ???why the class suddenly just so big, God let my class be smaller can haha. I did not teach well today cos not enough sleep late night, I did sleep early last night but I just cannot sleep will in between I wake up at 2,4,6 sian right got sleep like never sleep.errr... suck. O God help me in the next week lesson ok. After the lesson I was stuck in the room talking with arron till 10 plus so quickly go oppsite to met the, for food.

Attend 10.30 service, I am touch by mary seward preaching lor. I found it so good and touch at that time. After the service we went to have lunch at beach road then when to play pool till 4 and after that went back for service at 5.

I only attend for half way, I went to sunday school room to play with the kids haha try to play with them soccer but they like dont know how to play end up like playing NFL. It was fun to be playing with them, feeling so happy be with them like all my burden or thought just throw away to one side can bo chub it. Yap feel so light and free something that I am looking for a long time.

After the service, some of us when to little india for dinner haha is on raju, then we when to TCC at parklane for coffee den is on me lor. Slack till about 10 then sent michelle home.

This is my sunday story.

Peace. You Truly Desire Peace. Just relaxing
somewhere calm with a light breeze against your
cheecks is our ideal of pefect. You don't like
to start fights, but instead, end them without
using violence.

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God has shown kindness by giving your rain from
heaven and crops in their seasons; he provides you
with plenty of food and fills your hearts with joy.
Acts 14:17

Today nothing much again, wake up at 11 then do my stuff till 1, bath and go to church. Meet the for soccer, when to kallang play for 1/2 hours then go back to church cos someone book the court. Play at the rooftop till 3.30 then bath and wait for the edge service. After the service when to eat then go back to church for another soccer games and after that derek drive me home.

Feeling....sain!!! no mood to write that it nite nite. What the hack errrr!!!!!!

"Before [my people] call I will answer: while they
are still speaking I will hear," says the Lord.
Isaiah 65:24

Lately alot of thing had happen in my life... Will the thing that I face make me stronger or will it make me weaker? I believe God got his way for me but as a human I will try to think in my ways. So what is really God plan for me I also dont know, why dont God just was me a vision now like he can show to other people, at least I know what is happening in my life. It is tried to think for what will happend to me in my furture and now I am coming out from army even worst. Am I the one who create the problem that I am facing now or is God who create the problem and trying to mould me through the problem. I feel so weak and aimless now, I should not be acting this way cos that is now the real me and many people is asking me what happen to me but I just dont what to say to them only can write in my blog. Just now when raju was sing he say that who cannot worship God, I think I am the only one who rise up my hand cos I just do have the moody to worship God at this time. I am now a sunday school teacher and teaching on this coming sunday, I dont want the moody to affect me, God help me!!!

Today I wake up that 11, doing the same old thing again and again. Then me my friend at city hall mrt at 3 but guess what went I reach there then I found out that I meet then at the wrong place, they want me to meet them at raffles place mrt. So at last I did not meet them. Walking form city link to M.S to suntect to bugis then to parklane to meet jer at 4.30. We play to play cs but no people play so at last we play pool till 6 lor.

After that he took bus to chutch first then I got to abigail office to wait for her for dinner. we went to little india for dinner then make our way to church to attened the youth service. After that we go opposite to eat and drink till 10 then go home.

Tomorrow we are meeting at 1 at church to play football but I thing I will go for a swim at 11 first so nite nite.

Your righteousness is like the might mountains,
your justice like the great deep.
O lord, you preseve both man and beast.
Psalm 36:6

16 more day I will get my IC liao then I am officially ORD wa so fast 2 1/2 years of army is coming to an end. Time really fly and is so fast that did I forget to do something?

Now is 9.30 only and I am so tried but what have I done? nothing lor!!! I get up at 12 then eat my lunch after that watches VCD Anna in Kungfu-land with my mom. Then at 3 sent jere the airport photo, bath and go to taka met abigail then accompany her to buy book and drink coffee. During coffee session, she share with me some of her problem that she is faceing now a day lor so try to help her solve it. Wa why nowaday people got so many problem??? Ya I also had my problem too lor sian!!! God may you help all my friend and me okie. God thank you, Amen!!!!!! Sit there not only talk about her problem but also look at all the fashion magazine that she bought for her work. Stay there till 6.30 walk with her to the busstop and wait for her bus to come, could not sent her home cos meet my parent for dinner at 7. After that took mrt back and had dinner with parent and third aunty at blk 74. At last reach home at 9.

So that is how I spend my day...so what can cause me so tired???

I will sing of your strength, O lord,
in the morning I will sing of your love; for you
are my fortress, my refuge in times of trouble.
Psalm 59:16

Suppose to met amy, max and rowena for lunch today but max did not come cos he went to see aunty mary at mt. A hospital first. As the same, we had our lunch at the interchange food center lor. Roro is facing some problem so most of the time during lunch, we try to listen to her problem and think of ways to help her.In my view her problem can only solved by herself lor, she need to decided what to do and bare the responsible of her decision. Man I believe she is old enough to know what to do lor at the age of 21 now.

After lunch, walk back with roro to her work place den go walk walk with amy. Go and transfer money and buy something lor. wa she need to buy mee of her mother guess what, we waited for 20 min to get the mee. After that she went home then I took a bus to meet max and see aunty mary at Mt. A hospital.

At the hospital, only uncle paul, aunty mary and max. She look ok now lor after the op. cos the nurse need to change something so three of us went out to talk. Uncle know that I drop the ideal of going to the school of ACT cos I wanted to take up fire safety manage course. he just ask me to pray about it lor is that the best thing that God prepare for me. Then he also share his knowledge that he learn in ACEM with us. Yap he also share one more thing, is how God chosen a partner for him and that is aunty mary. so cute and funny lor. God really can do wonder in your life if you believe in him and important trust in him. For he will know what is best for you, that what uncle paul try to tell us lor.

Left the hospital at 5 then we went to bugis to buy thing, met amy for dinner. Yap haha today dinner is on max the food is nice heehee cos you know why? free food is the best. After dinner max go to lite group, so left the two of us shop shop lor, cos she need to buy alot of stuff( going aussi soon mai) we walk bugis up and down lor. At last settle down at CAN cafe for a drink, slack till 10.30 then make our way home lor.

Thats all folks hope you had a nice day too....

God will not let yourfoot slip-he who watches over
you will not slumber; indeed, he who watches over
Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
Psalm 121:3-4

*just found out that i lost my pen sian, that pen is important to me lor given by aunty and be with me through out my army life....

If you like the bus story there is one new grass story below hope you like it.

Today I wake up by a sms at 1400, den I found out that my dad and mom left without.
Call them, they told me that they try to wake me up but I cannot make so they bo chub me. Do some bo liao thing till 4.30 then leave home. yap kana scold by some friends for not looking for job like ( zi gan tuo luo, mei yo zi ce.....) for there information I will find job la, trust me la cos I am benson okie.

when to abigail office to her pass MS office, then went to shop for sunday school kids birthday present and also my vcd Anne in kungfu-land and muscle heat.

Met amy and Melissa for dinner, after that we go to orchard to buy some eraser then go for a moive while melissa left after the dinner.

The moive is Irreversible... is a simply french moive, after a fight with her coked-up boyfriend Marcus, Alex leaves a party to go home. She never gets there; instead she's raped in a desolate tunnel. Her angry boyfriend, and her buddy Pierre decide to take justice into their own hands and hunt down the rapist themselves. The only special about this moive is that the show start form the ending then end at the starting, it cut up the whole show into 12 parts then they show it one by one starting from the last scence.

Come back home wanted to apply for the fire safetly manager course but haha account no money so tomorrow put money then can apply lor.

That what I do for today...nite nite

Time Never Goes Back I got this story which I think its pretty interesting... After reading, I could relate my life with the story...Then, do self reflection after >having completed reading this article!

Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area. Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher:

Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?

Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.

Student : (Thinking hard) Huh??? Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.

Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).

A few minutes later... Student : I'm back.

Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.

Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.

Teacher : That's what happened in real life.

What is the message of this story?

* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that you're interested / attracted to
* Grass Field - is time

* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one.

By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back". It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business.

Therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!

~There Can Be Only One~

If any of you lack of wisdom, he should ask
God, who gives generously to all without
finding fault, and it will be given to him.
James 1:5

Why am I still sleeping, Lord wake me up can? I need to wake up now. Lord give me back all my wisdom, strength and confident. Let me be stronger walking with you, amen!

Sleep at 3 late night then wake up at 6 cos need to sent nat off at airport. I suppose to met jo and cas first but their mother dont let them go so I go alone lor. Reach their at 7.30, walk all the way to T1 row 5 but they were not there at last then I know that they are at BK so walk all the way back again. Talk and eat till about 8.15 then see nat check in lor. After that I was still early cos meet christine at 11, nothing to do so we walk to coffee bean at T2 and slack, talk, read, draw, play and take photo till 11 then amy sent me to tampines.

Met christine and yatman, go to eat lunch at cafe cartel. wa they forget about my order then I waited for so long to get my food urg...hungry siah but the food is nice haha I eat meat lover's yummy yummy. After food we went to swensen to eat ice-cream...wa fat lor...slack there talk and gossip lor. After all the food we go walk walk lor but some CD cos I am late so I took a cab and also sent both of then home.

What am I late for haha, all my aunt is waiting for me to dry swimming lor. wa a nice swimming lor. Dinner was the fish that james and me caught last few week wa the meat still very fresh lor so nice and sweet. After the dinner haha a few more round of swimming. All of them leave at 10.30 so now is my free time la, later also dont know do what.

Yap just now also chat with sab using web cam can see her lor, wa her room is so messy haha... she is still the same lor so cute and happy, talk till forget got lesson then quickly rush to lesson lor. humm I also thinking of getting a web cam heehee, not a bad ideal right. ERR also chat with vivian, she now also like got some problem in study lor ask me to pray for her too. I believe God will help her la, Amen!!!!!!!!

bye see you all TMR...

Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart,
as working for the Lord, not for man, since you
know that you will receive an inheritance from the
Lord as reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving.
Colossians 3:23-24

Ok my back is hurt for this few days sian may is sitting too long infront of the PC.

I am not teaching sunday school this week so haha can attend 10.30 service. Wake up at 9.45 cos last night sleep at 3 haha watch VCD la. Quickly change and go to church. Reach there at 11 lor yap miss the worship. Again sis pam is the preacher today wa she told alot of story and the sermon drag till 1 then end lor so long man.

Took mrt to abigail house cos try to settle her PC cdrw problem but still cannot solve sian must call dede to do la cos he is the man heehee. Eat lunch at her house cos her mom bought nasilamak for me. Stay at her house till 3.30 then I took a bus to church cos I know if I go down to centerpoint to met the youth will be too late lor.

Reach church, go and take my sunday school teacher guide then prepare all the thing that is need for next week. Later went to the roof top to find raju, vivian and her sis talking or can say planning for raju wedding arrangement haha siao right that is what we said to him, havent had girlfriend yet still want to talk about wedding. Attended pastor fred 5p.m serivce didnt quite understand what he is trying to say cos too tired.

Dinner time is with cas, jo, mich, vivian and raju. Eat and talk till vivian friend come and fetch her. It was fun talking with them, joking around about each other stuff lor so bad and make fun of vivian about her problem that she face nowadays lor. So after she left we went back to church slack for awhile then sent jo and cas home. Took a short walk back home for jo house cos nothing to do lor( jian fei haha).

Now is 12 still no the feeling to sleep but tomorrow still need to sent Nat off at airport meet her 7.30 in the morning then meet christine and yatman for lunch then may be watch moive with priscilla and vera wa dont know la tomorrow thing tomorrow then plan la . wa dont want to sleep tonight lor sian.

haha wilson ask me why I still dont want to find job sian I also dont know what to tell him ai ya God will know and provide la.....

nite nite....