"Before [my people] call I will answer: while they
are still speaking I will hear," says the Lord.
Isaiah 65:24

Lately alot of thing had happen in my life... Will the thing that I face make me stronger or will it make me weaker? I believe God got his way for me but as a human I will try to think in my ways. So what is really God plan for me I also dont know, why dont God just was me a vision now like he can show to other people, at least I know what is happening in my life. It is tried to think for what will happend to me in my furture and now I am coming out from army even worst. Am I the one who create the problem that I am facing now or is God who create the problem and trying to mould me through the problem. I feel so weak and aimless now, I should not be acting this way cos that is now the real me and many people is asking me what happen to me but I just dont what to say to them only can write in my blog. Just now when raju was sing he say that who cannot worship God, I think I am the only one who rise up my hand cos I just do have the moody to worship God at this time. I am now a sunday school teacher and teaching on this coming sunday, I dont want the moody to affect me, God help me!!!

Today I wake up that 11, doing the same old thing again and again. Then me my friend at city hall mrt at 3 but guess what went I reach there then I found out that I meet then at the wrong place, they want me to meet them at raffles place mrt. So at last I did not meet them. Walking form city link to M.S to suntect to bugis then to parklane to meet jer at 4.30. We play to play cs but no people play so at last we play pool till 6 lor.

After that he took bus to chutch first then I got to abigail office to wait for her for dinner. we went to little india for dinner then make our way to church to attened the youth service. After that we go opposite to eat and drink till 10 then go home.

Tomorrow we are meeting at 1 at church to play football but I thing I will go for a swim at 11 first so nite nite.