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Haha I fail my IPPT by 1 min.....as what I predicted...

Went will bad luck leave me alone.

Just as I am thinking that how can my life be worst then now, guess what, I got charge by my officer for speeding and that cos me $100, should be la cos tomorrow then will know. sian right. I think to make my life worst tomorrow I will fail my IPPT too, sick man, what had happened to me, why all the bad thing happened at the same time. Is god watching over me???

This year has not be smooth to me and I hate it, Get out la and just leave me alone, I am sick and tired of all this stupid things.

Why does moth fly to fire when it knows that it will hurt itself.

i have taken my dinner cos I had a very full lunch today. All the committe member went to cartel for lunch and talk about how we feel on the concert and also how can we improve it the next time.

Yap I remember to reply my spritual Mom and is nice to recieve her sms, feel the warm.

Tomorrow need to go back to army for my in-camp training, dont know do what lei and is 2 week lor sian.

If anyone ask me how is 2005 to me all I can said is that nothing good had happend, till now things only get worest. It is a successful in our concert I should feel happy but I am sad and silly of me I cried...why I also dont understand maybe someday my heart will tell me.

I had done my best for god and church but why nothing good had happend to me. All I ask is a peaceful and simpler life but yet it so diffcult to get. I change myself to a better person but I was thinking that why must I, I can go back to my old ways maybe is better. I am sick and tired, so many time I ask, god are you beside me and leading my life if yes please dont make it to tought for me cos I find it hard to carry.

I cannot believe that today is the worest day of 2005, not only fail my driving, compare to only my bike side light gone last night today all the light is gone. pluse during the concert practics I screw up the lighting and cos 2 sportlight busted. My road tax and insurance is going to expire and my reservist is come up so i got no time to renew it. this week I need to come up will 2 fire emergency Plan, arrrrr i readly cannot take any more shit thing. I REALLY FEEL LIKE A TOTAL PILE OF SHIT.

I feel like shit today cos i fail my driving again, this time every thing goes well but as i driving out to the road i go and cross te double white line then got a circle tick. Aaaaarrrrr.
i am so stupid for fail 2 time....

Contagious Praise

Wa I am so tried cos work is busy and concert is coming but I am VERY HAPPY. This week need to go Jurong to help my friend to do his Fire emergency Plan cos he 1 people cannot handler lor and I still need to go airport so is like I will be runing from one end of singapore to another end everyday, haha Happy right (sian).

Next week need to go for my ICT (back to army) and also Take my IPPT die lor.

Happy thing, I will be taking my driving test on thusday, should be happy la hor :)

Yea I got my new tv and home theater system on wed this week shiok arr.

Waa I got my bonus, that was cool but I spent it within 3 day haha. Cos need to give god, father mother and eat will friend. Okie la money easy come easy go.

On the FSM meeting, mack nearly quarrel with david and now david want zamri to keep an eye on mack. I think mack will kana mark this time, die lor.

Church is having fun now, more and more youth is joining in and we can see the number growing la. There are some youth in our church that never attend but now they come lor :)