If anyone ask me how is 2005 to me all I can said is that nothing good had happend, till now things only get worest. It is a successful in our concert I should feel happy but I am sad and silly of me I cried...why I also dont understand maybe someday my heart will tell me.

I had done my best for god and church but why nothing good had happend to me. All I ask is a peaceful and simpler life but yet it so diffcult to get. I change myself to a better person but I was thinking that why must I, I can go back to my old ways maybe is better. I am sick and tired, so many time I ask, god are you beside me and leading my life if yes please dont make it to tought for me cos I find it hard to carry.