There is something in your heart which you cannot let anybody knows and keeping inside makes you feel worst. I know a friend is going through a very tough time but what can I do. Waiting for someone that will not belong to you is tough but the worst thing is that you need to face her everyday really makes things worst. All I can do now is to pray for him and I believe that god will heal him. During this period of time everyone will be lost and try to find something to occupy all the time they have, worst thing is trying to change or hurt himself. Changing yourself to suit somebody will not last long cos you will be tired of it, at last you went back to your old self, by this time you not only hurt yourself but also the other one. Nobody can really help him except god cos what everybody says just cannot screw into his mind. Imagination that you created will tell you still had a chance therefore you will be in your dream land and cannot wake up, this will hurt you deeper. There will be a time when you woke up from the dream and realize that you are so stupid but you had paid a very high price by then. Thank god that I woke up just in time and the price that I paid was only a cup of tears that mix with blood. Friend how much longer you want to hurt yourself, if you are reading my blog is time to wake up. Put more effort in your job and excel to a high level. What you are going through now a lot of us had already been through and see we are still ok right. Take care.

Woo another New Year lor, I receive my time table and got a shock as I need to attend 3 lessons per week every Monday, Wednesday and Friday….shiong arrr. Monday was my first lesson of the year, when into the cold room and sat for 3 hour listening to something which I forget everything by now. In any few hour times I will be going for my second torture session hai what to do still go 9 more mth. I AM FREE>>>>> If nothing goes wrong Europe here I come. Ha-ha.

Last night, thanks to Christine I had an opportunity to drive around Singapore, why all her friend must stay in the extreme end of Singapore. I am going to killer her next time.

I got an increment but is like haha $60 so chiam right. Stupid company!!!!!!! Is time to hand over PCG to project site haha good ar…

Yap the moving house dreams bust cos haven’t reach 35 cannot use CFP to pay for the house. Apply bank loan is too high and not worth it therefore need to stick with my small room for the time being.

Due to study I cannot attend youth of the next 3 mth sian cos lesson falls on every Friday so sad. GODS PLAN. HAHA

Time to go for lesson…

疯狂的追求某些事情是没有错,
但若是会伤害到其他人就不好,
如果我承伤害过你就在此向你说声对不起.