There is something in your heart which you cannot let anybody knows and keeping inside makes you feel worst. I know a friend is going through a very tough time but what can I do. Waiting for someone that will not belong to you is tough but the worst thing is that you need to face her everyday really makes things worst. All I can do now is to pray for him and I believe that god will heal him. During this period of time everyone will be lost and try to find something to occupy all the time they have, worst thing is trying to change or hurt himself. Changing yourself to suit somebody will not last long cos you will be tired of it, at last you went back to your old self, by this time you not only hurt yourself but also the other one. Nobody can really help him except god cos what everybody says just cannot screw into his mind. Imagination that you created will tell you still had a chance therefore you will be in your dream land and cannot wake up, this will hurt you deeper. There will be a time when you woke up from the dream and realize that you are so stupid but you had paid a very high price by then. Thank god that I woke up just in time and the price that I paid was only a cup of tears that mix with blood. Friend how much longer you want to hurt yourself, if you are reading my blog is time to wake up. Put more effort in your job and excel to a high level. What you are going through now a lot of us had already been through and see we are still ok right. Take care.